WEAK MEAT STRONG EAT
Corey has been at Lompoc Camp now for over a year, having arrived there the first of May 2012. For the most part it has been an uneventful year, other than his graduating from the RDAP for which we were all grateful. It was a tough and stressful program but he made it through. The years prior, at Taft, had become a tight rope act, wondering each and every day IF someone would push him off. If he’d get a call out or be written up and sent to SHU again for something, anything, no matter how petty or minor, but mostly because a prison cop was having a bad day. Just getting on the wrong side of a guard and his fragile ego, can make you vulnerable to the whims of his day.
But like I say, the past 13 months have been calm and free of ‘incidents’. Not that I ever relax in this system, but my daily check ins, via email, with Corey, where we share our days events, help with just knowing he’s “good”, for today at least. Well, all was well UNTIL last week that is, when out of nowhere a ‘cop’ (guard) walks into Unit A’s housing barrack and proceeds to open up all the lockers in the small section Corey has his bunk, tossing everything on the floor. The barrack consists of one large room filled to capacity with open bunks, sleeps maybe 150 men, and has two separate and smaller ‘rooms’ that contain maybe 20 bunk beds within the main room. It may sound more private in these smaller rooms- within- a- room, but its not, the men live elbow to elbow in the small space.
That particular day, the cop on the beat walks in, opening all the lockers in Coreys small shared room, and starts throwing all the contents onto the floor. He tells my son and anyone watching to ‘get the hell out’, he doesn’t want to be watched. In due time Corey is called to the cops office where all his commissary- purchased tins of tuna are stacked on the cops desk. The guard accuses him of running a “meat store”… meaning with so many cans of tuna he must be selling it. Truth be told, and my son explained to the guard, that he’s been buying and saving the tins of tuna from commissary for the last few months of his sentence, now coming up, to begin his heavy duty protein diet just prior to release. He had receipts for everything. After the cop called in the Lieutenant, and they checked off the tuna to the receipts, Corey was let go, along with his meats. He was told he "was lucky", as he was just $5 under his limit. The guard btw, had also taken his plastic cooking ‘pots” (for the microwave) but did not return those, and when Corey asked for them was simply told “get the f*ck out”. He will have to purchase more cooking containers, taking away from the food allowance he has on Commissary. But, it is what it is, such is the life in prison.
This is the type of thing that a prisoner lives with every day. Being subject to the daily changing whims and attitudes of the prison staff. Thankfully Corey kept all his receipts, he learned early never leave anything to chance, be accountable at all times.
We visited last Saturday, and while there in the visitation room greeted a buddy of his we’ve come to know a little bit, who also had a visitor that day. The greeting was simply a wave as an inmate is not allowed to visit/chat with anyone other than his designated visitor. Well, that evening I received an email from Corey, as I usually do every night, in which he mentioned his buddy had been sent to the SHU. Apparently right after visitation his buddy had sought out an area of the common grounds where he had some peace and quiet, an area normally open to the men for meditation, but it was half an hour past the designated hours the area is ‘open’ to the men. Mind you, its simply a small outdoor garden area, out in plain sight. Unfortunately the same cop who had sacked all the lockers looking for contraband last week, was passing by and clearly, still having a bad week…or two or three … wrote him up a ‘shot’ for being out of bounds, punishment being a trip to the SHU (solitary). Sure enough, a few hours later the ‘paddy wagon’ came to drive him over the SHU unit (located in the Low Security Prison, adjacent to the Camp. It all sounds so pathetic and petty to me, that there are these cops, charged with overseeing these prisoners, that feel the need to punish above and beyone what is already punishment enough… the total loss of freedom, the total loss of all privacy and being torn asunder from communities and loved ones. Power truly does corrupt, and as Rod and I watched the Cloud Atlas last nite, I was haunted by a repeated theme throughout the film … “Weak meat, strong eat” meaning the weak are meat for the strong. It's a Chinese (and Japanese) saying. Sometimes it is even translated as "Survival of the fittest"!
A friend, Michael Santos, once said part of his strategy of surviving 25 years in federal prison was to always remember to "be like a submarine, stay submerged and keep your radar up.” 16 weeks and counting, release day can’t come soon enough.